Having a baby has been truely amazing. I never thought you could love something so much! My little girl is 4 months and is my world! Her first month and a half of life was exciting and scary...Her being in the hospital for 9 days at only 3 weeks old was the hardest thing I think I will ever go through. No one wants to see their child being hooked up to machines, poked and in pain. I'm thankful that we got through that hard time. She is now thriving at 12lbs 7oz 23 1/2 inches! Her smiles melt my heart each day. Even through the screaming and crying I can't help but love her more and more. With everyday my life changes and she changes.
It has been busy though! On top of her doctors appointments and dealing with insurance companies, I am planning my wedding! It's been tough trying to stay within our budget! $5,000 I'm coming to realize isn't very much...but we're trying to make it work! I never knew how stressful it can be! I'm trying to have fun with it...but knowing our struggles with money and myself not working yet it's a little hard to set anything in stone just yet. Septemeber 1st, 2012 I feel is just around the corner...SO much needs to be done still...well EVERYTHING needs to be done still...except the cake. Oddly enough that's the first thing we got taken care of. One of our close friends is actually paying for it. I am so thankful for her.
As of now I'm just taking life day by day and seeing where it takes me next...Hopefully this blog will let me tell about my new experiences as a New Mom...and soon to be New Wife : )
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